unhappy

i am not happy, my life is miserable right now. i'm in a lost, i don't know what to do. my spirit just gone i don't know where. if i can go back to the past, i want to do better. i'm lost, alone, hopeless, no where to go, feel to cry out loud on someone but don't know to whom. i feel like dying, feel like i don't belong to this world. i want to run away from this kind of feeling, it is really frustrated. would someone show me some concern? is anybody know my feelings? even my family. i am hopeless. T__T